Falling ...
Here I am, trying to figure out something... ok, it's 1:40 am, so I talk about a lot of stuff, "deep" stuff, "important" stuff... so bear with me. You can tell I'm bored ... hihi I just realized something. I like to be friends with guys. They are a lot of fun, no drama, and I get to flirt. No problem there! There is just one tiny problem about hanging out with guys: I usually fall for somebody. Yes, I fall!! Not get a crush, or be in love...FALL! why do I say fall? It goes like this: Step 1: meet the guy Step 2: get to spend time with guy Step 3: get to know the guy Step 4: start liking the guy Step 5: start crushing on the guy Step 6: get to know him better => list of his qualities => I feel way inadequate for him => start making a fool of myself => fall hard as I push him away It has happened to me time and time again... and it's not fun! and I still haven't learned my lesson... so I keep trying to improve myself... learn a...