Lessons I should learn... :)

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So here I am in the USofA, having some amazing experiences. I am not doing almost any of the things I thought i would be doing... my plans failed, but you know what I have learned? That God knows better the experiences I need to grow and become a better person, if I choose to learn from my experiences.
I have been going to the temple at least once a week since I got here, and it was a special experience every single time. But what I love about it is that every time I go, I get to feel how much I have grown since the last time I went. I remember the first time I went, how insecure and inadequate I felt in there... I felt that I had some things to change to be able to feel fully at peace with myself, but mostly with God. I have been working on those things! They weren't big, abominable things, they were things I didn't see as very important before, but going to the temple has taught me that most of the times, it is those little things that keep us from being close to our Heavenly Father, close to His Spirit. So every time I go, I feel my heart changed. I had the privilege to go twice this week, and both times do initiatories. I was uplifted and strengthened by the wonderful promises stated there, and then right after I would go into the celestial room and ponder on things.
...to be continued...

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